somewhat sille, that's me!

Mm the things I learn about myself when I talk to them...

// please excuse the typos and what-not.

E: I think I don't feel very secure in rships
J: E: really????
E: that's why I passive aggressive
J: you seem pretty secure
S: you're not secure?
S: whaddya mean?
E: I think I am oblivious
E: hence appearing secure lol
J: which is good la
J: insecurity sometimes comes due to overthinking/overfeeling things that's not there
J: so.. oblivious is also good? brings balance
E: errr
E: lol, let me chew on that
S: hahahaha
E: I think with you guys, I feel the most secure I've ever been
E: but
J: BUT???
J: :P
E: lol
E: but... sometimes... you know hahahhaa
J: sometimes what
J: what E what
E: I think the only rship I feel completely secure about is that with my siblings, my sis esp
E: the rest, there's the fear that these ppl could just one day up and leave and i won't be able to do anything about it
E: I don't have this thought often la
E: very rare actually
E: but.. yeah.. like that la
J: :)
J: awww
J: i never thought about that
J: we will never weeaaaveeee youuuu
E: with my sis, we argue A LOT.. and then we make up hahaha..
E: cos I won't hesitate to tell her what's on my mind
E: maybe cos I don't have that fear
J: ya thats the best rships, knowing that you can tell someone off and yet they can't leave
J: i can tell hebe and ba off all the time and they won't and can't leave
J: best.
E: HAHAHAAHAHAHA
S: i know right? i love dogs
S: cats leave all the time
S: sorry E - I don't think I help your security much cause I always talk about cutting ppl off
E: hehe I'm not worried.. like i said, I feel safe with you guys..
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He said, "Kelly, I don't think I've ever wanted as much to be free as I've longed to be known."