Sunday, March 31, 2013

Leehom's Music Man II 火力全开 (part deux) in Genting Highlands

I'm BACK.

Please be forewarned that this is going to be a longgggg posts with lotsa poor quality photos. Long because because I am fresh off my Leehom Lent fast so all my pent-up thoughts and emotions from the past 45 days shall be generously expressed here. And lo-res photos because I was seated at a distance too far for my not-so-trusty iPhone 4 lens to cope. Also, the word awesome is repeatedly like 1,000 times here, because it just was. And my brain's refusing to think of other words--I've only had six hours of sleep in the past two nights but that's another story.

So where do I begin? This was my first pop concert ever (I've only went to three other concerts in my life -- and they were all rock and all Switchfoot's)(random shout-out to Jon woot!) and this was my first Leehom concert ever as a die-hard fan (I was just a nominal fan last year March when he kicked off his MM2 tour in KL)(How things have changed!)(How time flies!) And thanks to Youtube, I wasn't completely clueless as to what it was going to be like hehe!

The venue for this year's concert was Genting Highlands' Arena of Stars, a popular choice for many performers with modest followings hence I thought that it's too small a venue for a star of his caliber. He would not have needed to tire himself and his team out and save everyone else the travel distance to GH had he just gone and book a stadium venue again. He can fill one up easily *snap snap* But one good point about the AoS auditorium is that we could still get a good view of him from the back, and the chilly hot-coffee-mug-in-palms weather was a welcome respite from the KL heat!

The concert lasted about 2.5 hours -- it started at about 8:45 (no opening act :) and ended at 11:15pm, one might say like clockwork. And it was, as you would have guessed: AWESOME! I had wanted to give him and the team a standing ovation at the end, but I guess that was not theater. Hehe.. Okay let's get this cerita started with.. me! :D


Left pic was taken at home before the concert. The other, after. Look at that stick in my hand. There's a really  awesome story about that so stay tuned to find out! :)

Btw I've not worn this tee for a while now, but when I saw it while rummaging through my clothes the other day, i knew instantly that this wld be my concert tee!! And the reason is...... hahahaha! Here, watch this. I'm not going give this away so easily if you don't know it. La la la..


View of the stage from our RM290 seats which directly faced the stage. Not bad at all! Leehom looked at least a good 5-inch tall, and I could make out his expressions and all (under good lighting haha!). The seats in row right in front of ours were RM100 more expensive O_O -- thumbs up to the fan club for getting us good early bird seats! :)





A pair of what is a concert equivalent of the vuvuzela. They were noisy when you hit them together and definitely added to the atmosphere! They came free at every seat courtesy of xpax, but somebody took mine so Ww and I just shared a pair - we had no use for them the rest of the night! The fans were true cheerleaders, the place kept erupting into thunderous "applauses" way before the concert started. When it ended, everyone started popping these at once, and it sounded like a firework was taking place in the hall itself! :)


A plastic folder courtesy of Seiko. Yes, I can so imagine myself plonking into the seat in front of my CEO and dropping this folder in front him. not. Hahahaha.. To the shelf you go! To be honest, I have always preferred him scruffy and laid-back in tee and sweat pants than him in designer clad. It's more real and relatable, if you know what I mean. But yes, being an eye candy in well-cut suits once is a while doesn't hurt at all! :)


Enjoying the cool genting air before the show with WW, with a couple of toffee latte from coffee bean. WW was pretending to enjoy her coffee with eyes closed. But she didn't have to. We were pleasantly surprise that the drink was delish (I'm not a fan of toffee)(or caramel).

Okay, onto the show!


This was the opening act. The show had just started with a bang! Literally. :) There was no tank (as he had had in his previous stadium gigs) but there explosives and mini fireworks. I think it's a testament to his vocal prowess that with all those dancing and prancing, he didn't show any sign if he was out of breath! He's the only artist whose live shows I would actually watch on youtube. He's just that good!

Yup, his impeccable showmanship is what we pay top dollars to see. And he didn't disappoint. Every note was hit right in the head (to this untrained ear) and that strong clear voice sustaining with nary a crack throughout 150 minutes of high energy show. I could see the joy in his face just doing what he loves. And that joy was infectious.

Anyway, the following are the other photos i took that night from my seat. These were the best my iPhone could muster, but fret not! I found this site. Please head over for a glorious HD photo ogle fest. You're welcome. ;) Let me just post two photos here from there so you can have an idea of what are there.

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So Leehom had two guest performers that night. The first was a random Youtuber (Najwa Latiff) who covered his song 你不知道的事and ta-dah -- overnight fame! :) What's interesting is that she's Malay (she posted a photo of her and LH below) which again goes to show how far reaching his work is, cutting across various nationalities (I won't be surprise if he has an Eskimo fan!) and how his songs despite or rather, due to their seeming simplicity, could touch and affect people's life.

Case in point, later on in the show, he showed a clip from World Vision of which he's an ambassador. In the video, he was visiting Sierra Leone (this was a few years back) and there he met a young girl who was sponsored by someone in Taiwan, and that girl shared with him a letter from her sponsor, part of it which went something like "I would like to share a song with you and hope that it would encourage you" and the sponsor proceeded to write out the lyrics of one of Leehom's songs (I couldn't catch which one it was). I was so touched! To think of the odds something like this could happen! It's this kind of awesomeness I associate him with. :) I know I tend to have gripes with the simplicity of his lyrics (for someone who can't even string a long sentence in Chinese I sure had the gall to make that comment!)... but it's always the simple that cuts through the callous and the complex, right? Back to Najwa, she must have impressed him quite a bit so he'd asked her to perform with him. 1,000 brownie points for fan service! :D

Once they were done with the song, he remarked, "Isn't it interesting to hear a Malay girl sing a Chinese song? What about if a Chinese singer does a Malay a number?" I quickly said to Ww that I hope he would not be doing the done-to-death cop-out of a song Rasa Sayang that all non-Malaysian artists seem too favor, and before I knew it, he was singing the first line of Getaran Jiwa. And that was it.

I melted right there and then.

I practically turned into a puddle at my seat. I'd love the song before this, but this brought the love another notch up. I was soooo excited I couldn't get any words out, and I just wish that I could somehow physically absorb every note of that song. His pronunciation was spot-on for most part (haha) but that tremolo in his voice was... gasp, like a tuning fork that's just been struck and I was the glass which molecules were vibrating violently at the its frequency (that was the image in my head). Argh... I still couldn't find the words to describe how I felt. It was just... pure bliss!

Check out the Youtube vid below (thankfully someone had the clear mind to record it!) I took the liberty to translate the song (it's below this photo and the embedded vid)(yet another proof of how amazing the internet is -- anything can happen!)(pick me next, Leehom! :)


Getaran Jiwa by P. Ramlee

getaran jiwa melanda hatiku
there's a thrill in my soul surging in my heart
tersusun nada, irama dan lagu
an arrangement of tone, melody and music

walau hanya sederhana, tetapi tak mengapa
although it's not much, but it's okay
moga dapat membangkitkan, sedarlah kamu wahai insan
i hope it awakens you, oh fellow men

tak mungkin hilang irama dan lagu
the melody and song would not fade away
bagaikan kumbang sentiasa bermadu
like a promiscuous beetle (lit.)(lol!)
bagaikan kembang sentiasa bermadu
like a nectar-rich flower

andai di pisah lagu dan irama
if the song is separated from its melody
lemah tiada berjiwa... hampa.
i'd be weak, without a soul, let down.




Leehom's second guest artists were none other than some Homaniacs fan club members. Okay, how do you say this word without dripping with envy: JEALOUS! hehehe but i was happy for them :) I love it when dreams come true, even if it's not mine! :D He got the girls to sing a song with him, and with that, he's endeared himself to them for 3 generations to come. Yea, their grandkids' kids would hear of the time great-grandma shared the stage with the inimitable Mr Wang. Le sigh~ 10,000 brownie points for fan service!

Okay quick confession session: this song 愛,因爲在心中 is my LEAST favorite of all his tracks. I can appreciate the sentimentality (the song was penned by a group of fans, and he included it in his album), but erm sorry, it's too corny for me! /end confession/ okay, quick daydreaming session: if i could do a duet with him, I would have a tough time choosing which song to go with cos he has soooo many.. but I'd probably go with... my all-time favorite 花田错 :) ... or 竞争对手 (I'd just do the chorus cos the verse is a bit too fast for my tongue)(pick me, pick me! =) /end daydream/


That's Brendan the drummer on the right. As any drummer on this stage should be, he was awesome. Leehom sure knows how to pick them. B is known as Shakira's (yes, the mononymous petite bombshell) drummer so you know dia bukan calang-calang orangnya. So whenever Leehom left the stage, I'd shift my attention to B. There's just something about whacking the drums or watching people doing it that's so mesmerising. ^_^ (I miss my old worship team as I thought of this!) Anyway, B has a Youtube channel where he posts vids on himself at the drums during rehearsals, so if you don't mind hearing drums above the other instruments, head over here..

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left: erhu and right: violin

At this point, I was so proud and delighted when I realised that I could sing along to most of Leehom's songs. That's the best part about attending any show: knowing the words to songs just push the enjoyment factor up by a thousand! Hahaha.. as for me, given that I've been listening to him for a good long year, I should know them by heart right? Still, *pats self* hehehehe!

 
 




This was an interesting acapella medley that he did with a group of singers comprising.. he and a few of himselves (haha magic)! You need amazing sense of timing to pull this off! I've seen this on Youtube before, but nothing beats watching it live! :)


the aftermath: super tired but super pumped

And just like that, the show ended. There was not a moment of dullness and so we didn't realise that 2.5 hours has past! He gave the obligatory encore (including a few acapella numbers where he got the audience to sing along).. He also took out a pretty battered piece of paper from his pocket which had a list of people to thank, and you could tell that he was genuinely grateful.. I love that genuineness in him.. and it's good to be grateful! :) 

After that, I think I fell into a daze. We were definitely elated and very high. But I had a mission: you see, I made him a card (it's from myself and my two other ardent fellow fans, D &S :). And because I'm really proud of it, I'm gonna show it off here :D And also because I didn't manage to get it to him, despite efforts of having to menebalkan my muka and asking at least 6 random strangers who look like they might be on his team who would do me the favor.. My last resort was to actually throw it onto the stage but we got kicked out before I managed to. Looking back, I don't see what the big deal was to get the card to him, other than the fact that I made it. But I was so consumed with that mission that I... okay, story after the photos.. :)

Disclaimer: If you are not a fan, you will not get what's going here.. but every element and every word was selected with for a reason. I'd totally understand though if the whole thing goes over your head :)


Check out this video for my source of inspiration for this card's cover.  

Check out this video - the rap section for how I've adapted 

Check out this video to see how I've adapted its rap section and made it our (me and the girls) story.

Check out this video from where I grabbed the lyrics from the song "You're a song in my heart"

So yeah, I was saying... I was asking around for anyone I thought would help. It must have been the adrenaline, because otherwise I'd never have done he talking-to-stranger thing. We stayed as long as we cld before we were kicked out of the hall because they had to commence cleaning and preparing the place for the next day's show... So while we were moping around outside the hall, who should exit the hall and pass our way but..... BRENDAN BUCKLEY ladies and gentlemen! *cue frenzy scream* -_-

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Hellooooo Brendan!! D and I thought that he and LH could pass off as brothers.

I did not expect him to still be there or that he'd just walk pass but there he was! Annnnd I can't believe it now, but instead of talking to him about him, I ASKED HIM ABOUT THE CARD. Looking back, I just wanna kick myself for my insolence. There he was, and the first thing I asked him was if he could help me pass the card to LH. No, I didn't ask. I PESTERED him. OMG slap me! He nicely declined and I was like "okayyy." Then I told him about D who's in LA and that she's a huge fan of his and that she said she'd try to make it to one of his gigs in LA. He seemed genuinely pleased. :) (At least I was sane enough to remember to do that!)

So he started walking away.

And I let him.

What was wrong with me, wro-o-ong with meee?

The next group of people who stopped him asked him for photos. Why didn't I think of that? WHY?

Argh!

But thankfully, he was stuck at the spot, so we caught up with him, and asked him for a photo.
And he nicely obliged.

That should be it, right? Snap and release, but nooo (sarcastic). I HAD to ask him about the card again. Argh. Why was I so annoying?! Sigh. He said no, and insisted that he couldn't. Perhaps muttering, take a hint woman! under his breath. He didn't. But I wouldn't blame him if he did. I thought he was going to walk away again.

But you know what was the next thing he said..? :)

"I'm sorry I can't. But here, you can have this instead."



"This" turns out to be one of the sticks that he used during the performance just now.

O_O

I was floored. And he kept smiling and started walking away. I must have turned into a babbling idiot then. I hope I thanked him profusely enough. Wow.

Brendan, I've tweeted you but if you happen to be reading this, I just want to THANK YOU again for the best concert memorabilia one could ever get. It means the world to me. Thank you. Thank you. :) I wish I had better EQ and wasn't so one-track minded. I would love to have asked you about your LA gigs and your other ventures and probably chatted you up about Shakira and her involvement in The Voice as a judge this season. I would also like to know how you manage your jet lag since you seem to be traveling from LA to Asia pretty often. I would also probably ask if you like cats.. or coffee.. or if we could go for a cuppa! You were really amiable and a real sweetheart and that means a lot. I don't know if I'd ever meet you again after MM2, but if I don't... *HUGS* Thanks again. :)

With that and no other sign of Leehom magically appearing where we were, we left the concert ground and started our journey home. My adrenaline was pumping for a long time and I was gushing incoherently for a while till I cooled down. Heh! I couldn't help the tinge of sadness just because the show's over. I was really thankful for the opportunity, and the gift. 

See you again, Team Music Man!

Some final not-so-random parting thoughts:
  • I wonder if his bro Leekai was there. Well, I guess he was, now that they are working together and seem to be appearing together everywhere a lot.. Hello Leekai! :) He is also new to Wb (he came on while I was away from Wb) and his nick is @leekaiinthesky which I just CAN'T read without hearing the whole Beatles line (i.e. lee kai in the sky with diamond) sung in my head. I wonder if he had meant to do that. I was really excited when I found out that he's part of his bro's team. The bond that they share is one of the things I really cherish. :)  
  • Mm I still find the life of a celeb under such intense scrutiny is no small matter. Fame's not for everyone and yet craved by many. Lh was right in saying that his major regret is the lost of privacy.
  • I notice fans tend to make a remark about the obvious when they see him or when they comment on anything he says on Fb or Wb. I think he's probably immune to all the variations of "你好帅噢" (you're good looking). Is it a Chinese thing? But then again, it's been a year and I still couldn't decide on what I would say if I had the opportunity to speak to him, so I might end up stating the same too. I mean, if I had the luxury of an interview, I would have no shortage of Qs I would like to pose to him, but what if I were given one chance, and because I am not prepared, all I could blurt out would be just that! Bleh. 
Finally before I go, here's the set list some kind soul on FB has noted down (which I gather is the same as the one from his MM2 tour), and here it is:
  • Opening songs: 讓開+火力全開、龍的傳人
  • 十八般武藝
  • 唯一
  • Dragon Dance
  • 你不知道的事、Getaran Jiwa 
  • 心跳、Love Love Love 
  • 美\
  • Julia、落葉歸根 
  • 在那遙遠的地方
  • 蓋世英雄 
  • 在梅邊 
  • 花田錯
  • 夢想被冷凍+改變自己 
  • 竹林深處、
  • Medley: 愛的就是你+我們的歌+公轉自轉+不可能錯過你+第一個清晨+好想你+Can You Feel My World+白紙+愛你等于愛自己+你是我心內的一首歌
  • 一首簡單的歌
  • 愛,因爲在心中
  • Forever Love+What's Wrong With Me
  • Encore: 十二生肖+放開你的心、Kiss Goodbye
[、denotes a different song, + denotes medley]

Peace out!

Saturday, March 30, 2013

waiting.

Some silence can be unnerving, unbearable, filled with nervous uncertainties, unspoken bleakness, and other un's. Well, that Saturday was laden with such. That twenty four hours saw them moping and groping around in the dark places of their minds, running away from the million pursuing thoughts and questions, occasionally slapping themselves to see if they were still in some sort of stupor. 
What. on. earth. just happened? Have I been duped? A good three years! What do I do now? Where do I go? It was all too fast! Those people, weren't they just cheering us and fanning us with palm leaves not a week ago? I blinked and they were screaming bloody murder! Have they forgotten every miracle they witnessed with their own eyes? Have they forgotten about the bread and the fish that laced their hungry stomachs? Did they think they were dreaming? So what was that all about? And what about all those things the master has said, about victory and the kingdom? Did he fail? What he even for real? Or was it just me being gullible? Was he just making empty promises and creating false hopes? What did he say again? But when he spoke, there was such authority! The wind and the waves that seemed to obey him at his will - those couldn't have been a fluke! Oh how could I be such a fool? Am I? Again, what on earth just happened? 
I love happy endings and happy to say that this story has one. That Saturday didn't go on forever (although it seemed like the day would never end). The next day had in store for them something so unexpected (well, it could have been otherwise if they had paid more attention but who could have?) that it changed the course of their lives and mankind as it was and would be known forever.

But for now, darkness.

Come, Lord Jesus, come.

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There's just something about today. I wrote about it last year too: A New Dawn

Sunday, March 24, 2013

Wish I was dreaming instead.

It's 3:33AM as I started writing this. I am going to pay for it dearly tmrw. I suspect alcohol is the culprit. I know it is supposed to knock ppl out, but this isn't the first time I have had trouble sleeping after a few glasses. Makes me wonder...

Celebrated Ck2's wedding earlier in the evening. I still remember him walking down the aisle with us a little over ten years ago as our bestman, he must have been 17 then. How time flies! Dinner was held at Doubletree Hilton, and it was a splendid affair.

But what I enjoyed most is to be able to catch up with old friends---save for that one awkward "friend" who was on my table---I've given up trying to figure out what had happened to again have driven a wedge between us and why is she so weird and what's up with her stuck-up attitude and what we are (basically that stage where it's worse than being strangers) so yeah, whatever! *just annoyed that we were seated together*

(can't believe I spent a para ranting abt this, but really, it's the first time in the X years that I've known her that I've actually wrote this so excuse me for being ticked off)(honestlyyyy thoughhh, i think i could have been just as inscrutable---perhaps we are both diff sides of the same coin, just never meant to meet)(oh well).

That aside, it was nice to know what everyone has been up to, and what are the changes that have happened or are happening.. and how everyone's kids are doing..Like how I can't believe J's turning 21! And Auntie S is retiring in a week's time! And Uncle & Auntie L's trip to Iceland (alas they missed the Aurora), and Auntie J's globetrotting son's adventures, and lil G's straight A's SPM results.. I had a good night ^_^

Oh and my hair behaved very well today, and I'm pleased.

Btw I have started going for weekly vocal lessons (2nd class today). The centre's run by a Philipino husband-wife duo, allllthe way in Subang. Distance notwithstanding, I am not too keen on their method (plus todate, they have not tested the quality of my voice -- doubt they cld really hear what it really sounds like over the karaoke music and amplified mic with echo.) Still undecided if I wld continue after this month. I have two more lessons before I decide so we'll see.

Yikes it's 3:55AM!!! Thadd is preaching in Puncak Jalil tmrw morn. And I have a lunch appt to keep (thankfully a dinner appt is postponed---I really need to rest after this long week of being away at Miri for training and the delayed flight home and a full Saturday. I hope I won't fall ill---the weather has been erratic these few days, scorching hot one min and torrential rain the next). My alarm will ring at 8:00...sigh. I read that if I kept still for 15mins I'd fall asleep.. but how not to move over 15mins??

Okay 4:16AM. Imma again try to force myself to sleep. Good night. XOXO.



Wednesday, March 20, 2013

i am handing in my assignment tomorrow, and i can't help feeling like this.

Friday, March 15, 2013

the bright side #1

i spend (waste? hehehe so debatable) a lot of time on the internet.. and if you don't know it already, the web can be a terrible place with all the bad news and sad news and worst of all, belligerent trolls. that aside, i still love the good that comes with being online, and it's especially worth it when i get a glimpse of what my fellow earthly sojourners can achieve at the height their creativity, or how big one's heart could be. i'm trying to start a weekly archive of the awesome stuff that float my way (i would have shared some but not all of these on FB), and hope that they bless you too! :D

  • The Master Chef

Based on a true story, this film is about pursuing your dreams no matter the odds.

In 2003, Christine Ha was diagnosed with a disease that caused her blindness. She didn't think that she could move on, and felt devastated and alone. But through her love for cooking and the people around her, she started to see her purpose in life. By picking herself up, Christine became the first blind contestant on the hit reality TV show, MasterChef.



[via The Jubilee Project]

  • A tale of a student and a legend

During a question-and-answer session with Billy Joel at Vanderbilt University, one bold but endearingly nervous student went all in and asked if he could play “New York State of Mind” on the piano for Billy Joel to sing along to. Joel paused for a second and then said, “Okay.”

It’s awesome…



[via 22 Words]

  • Yeo Inhyeok does an amazing a capella cover of Stevie Wonder's I Wish

Amazing what we can do with just our mouth and voice (and the computer! :)



[via 22 Words]

which led me to finding this:

Mike Tompkins and his a capella cover of Coldplay's Paradise 

  • This girl

COFFEE SHOP | NEW YORK, NY, USA
(A young girl that is about 14 years old walks in. She gets some looks from our other patrons, as she has bright purple hair, multiple piercings, a leather jacket, and ripped jeans. It is freezing outside and she has a scowl on her face that makes me nervous.)

Me: “Hello, welcome to [coffee shop]. How may I help you?”

Young Girl: “I’ll take five of the largest black coffees you have, and ten of your ham and cheese sandwiches.”

Me: “Okay, will that be all?”

Young Girl: “Yeah.”

Me: “Your total is [price].”

(To my surprise, she pulls out a $100 bill. I am suspicious, and I check to make sure it’s real. It checks out, and I give her a bag with her sandwiches.)

Me: “Here is your change. Your coffee will be ready in a moment.”

(I keep an eye on her as she stands around glaring at anyone who looks at her. I see her looking at the tip jar. When I hand her the coffees, she asks me about it.)

Young Girl: “Your tip jar says that the money goes to you guys. Are any of you in college?”

Me: “Yes, I’m going to Rochester Institute of Technology. A few others are in college as well.”

Young Girl: “Good for you.”

(She pulls out the change I gave her and a few more $20 dollar bills. She crams then in the jar and salutes me jokingly before walking out. I am stunned, and chase after her. I find her on the street corner talking to some homeless people and handing out the sandwiches and coffee.)

Me: “Excuse me!”

Young Girl: “I’m sorry, did I forget something?”

Me: “No, but you just tipped us over $100 dollars. You’re also giving away a lot of food.”

Young Girl: “Yeah, my dad is crazy rich. I feel like I can do more if I actually interact with people instead of signing a check to a charity. Every Friday I gather anyone I see who needs a good meal, and buy it for them.” *she smiles brightly* “I may be young, but I can make a difference. I usually hand out flyers for homeless shelters or soup kitchens, too.”

(Without another word, she walks off silently. I didn’t stop smiling for the rest of the week. It goes to show you that appearances aren’t everything!)

[via Not Always Right]

  • This thread on Quora

What is the nicest thing a stranger has ever done for you?

There are 44 answers in this thread, and every one is as heartwarming as the next. :)

TGIF peeps! ^__^

Thursday, March 14, 2013

happy pi day!

i'm sorry i let Pi Day pass without a post. here's something to make up for it. this post is backdated cos i only found this vid today. well at least it's still 3.14 in the US right now. :)

Wednesday, March 13, 2013

of ultralime and overprop.

there are just some words that i need to look up in the dictionary over and over and over again, because i just can't get the meaning into my head. and it certainly doesn't help when those words contain confusing syllables. haha i guess it's just me... anyway, two examples of such words are:
  • sublime | (sub·lime) /səˈblīm/
adj.
of such excellence, grandeur, or beauty as to inspire great admiration or awe: "ranging from the sublime to the ridiculous".
v.
(of a solid substance) change directly into vapor when heated, typically forming a solid deposit again on cooling.
syn.
adj. lofty - grand - noble - exalted - elevated - stately
v. sublimate

why this word confuses me: every other sub-prefixed word i know has a negative connotation or paints an image that it's somewhat lesser or smaller than something. subpar, subjective, submarine/submerge (going under water), subdivision/subcommittee, subordinate... you get what i mean right? so, sublime is par excellence? who would have thought? -_-
  • underpin | un·der·pin /ˌəndərˈpin/
v.
support (a building or other structure) from below by laying a solid foundation below ground level or by substituting stronger for...
support, justify, or form the basis for: "the theme of honor underpinning the two books".
syn.
support - prop - shore - prop up - buttres

again, anything that is under usually doesn't mean good: under the weather, under the table, underage, under-appreciated, under estimate, undergrad, underweight.. and pin conjures images of being pinned down, being poked, being nailed to the wall.. painful! it's under+pin! it should mean being pressed or under pressure.. sumfink liddat. but i see underpin being used in headlines like "China economy to underpin global demand in 2013" or "Commodities underpin rural economic growth".. which sounds negative but means like the total opposite.. what gives man? -_-

Tuesday, March 12, 2013

i'm hooked on a new drug, and it's called Quora, and it's so addictive, i just can't stop scrolling. it's basically a community-driven Q&A website (something like Yahoo! Answers but wayyyyy better in content quality).. there is every possible topic under the sun that you could choose to follow, and i really enjoy the thoughtful or funny insights some of these answers have given. Jimmy Wales, one of the founders of Wiki (one of my other most visited websites), is a small investor of Quora (not surprising), and is also a regular contributor whose answers are good read. so yeah, this is what i do late into the night under the cover when i can't sleep. :D

anyway, i would like to report that i've been a good girl and the WLH fast is ongoing without a hitch. this also means that i gave his Google+ Hangout session last Saturday a miss :( but other than that, i've been doing quite okay. today is Day 28 (wow, already!) and other than the Gospel of Matthew, I've been enjoying David Crowder's latest (and final! *cries) CD on the way to and back from work. (I tune into Khalil Fong's music at work though)(realised i've paid more for Khalil's songs on iTunes than even LH, but that's cos I had all of LH's songs prior to iTunes being available in Msia ;)

speaking of K, here's my new favorite song, 詩人的情人 The Poet's Lover from his 2006 sophomore album This Love. ergh this is really difficult to translate so please humbly accept my attempt.

纏綿(chan mian)是首詩 很容易迷失
北島的朦朧(meng long)不減李商隱的精緻(jing zhi)
感情是首詩 要懂愛才能知
我希望像李宗盛一針挑中你心事
別像宋代李清照悽悽慘慘戚戚
it's easy to get lost in this poignant poem
Bei Dao's obscurity does not reduce Li Shangyin's exquisiteness
feelings are a poem that you could only know if you understand what love is
i hope to be like Jonathan Lee whose words would get you right in the heart
and not like Li Qingzhao of the Song Dynasty who was sad, miserable, sorrowful

List of poets named:
  • Bei Dao 北島: lit. "Northern Island", pen name of Chinese poet Zhao Zhenkai 趙振開. He chose the pen name because he came from the north and because of his preference for solitude. Most notable representative of the Misty Poets, a group of Chinese poets who reacted against the restrictions of the Cultural Revolution.)
  • Li Shangyin 李商隱: Chinese poet of the late Tang Dynasty. Was much admired and "rediscovered" in the 20th century by young Chinese writers for the imagist quality of his poems. He is particularly famous for his tantalizing "no title" (無題) poems.
  • Jonathan Lee 李宗盛: Taiwanese record producer, singer, and songwriter, and is hailed as one of the godfathers of Taiwanese Mandopop. He was one of the most successful producers of the 1990s and 2000s. Divorced his wife and married one of the artistes he wrote for (sorry, but i lost my respect and interest of him at this point)
  • Li Qingzhao 李清照: Chinese writer and poet of the Song Dynasty. Born into a family of officials and scholars. Unlike other girls born in noble families, Li was outgoing and knowledgeable. She is credited with the first detailed critique of the metrics of Chinese poetry. She was regarded as a master of wanyue pai "the delicate restraint". Her poetry was already well known within elite circles before she got married. Her husband and she shared a love of poetry and often wrote poems for each other. His death was a blow she never recovered from, and her later works reflected this.

我願為你背誦(bei song) 每一首情詩
我願意做你的老師 示範著(shi fan zhe)執子之手(zhí zǐ zhī shǒu)如何解釋
不願為深奧(shen ao)的感情 變白痴
我倆的情事 是一首情詩
要像徐志摩那麼癡 要像對押韻(ya yin)的堅持
要成為文學的歷史 讓我們要多美麗有多美麗 [要這段情感動他人名噪一時(míng zào yīshí)]
i would recite every one of those poems for you
i am willing to teach you
and demonstrate the meaning of 執子之手 (fig. holding hands)[Ed: lol so cheeky]
i won't let the deep feelings make me a fool
our love story is a piece of poetry
as silly as Xu Zhimo, as insistent as a pair of rhymes
to become literary history
to be as beautiful as we want it to be [v2: so that this love will become renown]

More poet references:
  • Xu Zhimo 徐志摩: an early 20th century Chinese poet. One of the most renowned romantic poets of 20th century Chinese literature, he is known for his promotion of modern Chinese poetry, and has made tremendous contributions to modern Chinese literature. Tragic love life thou (wiki)

很少人看詩 很少人得知
擁抱時怎創作(chuang zuo)接近詩意的手勢
很少人懂詩 很少人情癡
莎士比亞的十四行詩快沒人認識
可我對你吟頌(yín sòng)並不如煙的往事
very few people are into poems, very few people want to find out
when we embrace, how do we create poetry-worthy gestures?
very few people understand poems, very few people are crazy in love
Shakespeare's sonnets are losing its familiarity
but the odes i hum to you aren't even like vapor of things past

讓這一首解構(jiě gòu)擁抱的詩 感染這誤解愛情的城市
多少艱澀(jiān sè)的美感快消失 可我們是少數的奢侈(shē chǐ)
我送你情詩就靠著 靈犀一指
走遍世界也能步步成詩 給寫成故事
let this poem of deconstructed hug (huh?) influence this city that misunderstands love
so much of incomprehensible but beautiful feelings are lost
although we take pleasure in the small things
my gift of a love poem to you is based on our mutual feelings
and every step around the word will turn into a poem and then a story


缠绵/纏綿 chánmián - touching (emotions) / lingering (illness)
朦胧/朦朧 ménglóng - hazy, obscure
精致/精緻 jīngzhì - delicate / fine / exquisite / refined
凄 qī - sad, mournful
惨 cǎn - miserable / wretched / cruel / inhuman / disastrous / tragic / dim / gloomy
戚戚 qīqī - sorrowful / distressed
背诵 bèisòng - to recite / to repeat from memory
示范/示範 shìfàn - demonstrate
执子之手 zhí zǐ zhī shǒu - holding hands
深奧 shēn'ào - profound / abstruse / recondite / profoundly
解構(jiě gòu) - deconstruct
艱澀(jiān sè) - incomprehensible
奢侈(shē chǐ) - luxury
名噪一時 míngzàoyīshí - to achieve fame among one's contemporaries (idiom); temporary or local celebrity

[VIDEO: I can't find a video that plays from the embedded link so please go HERE for the song :)]

詩人的情人

作詞:林夕
作曲/編曲:方大同

纏綿是首詩 很容易迷失
北島的朦朧不減李商隱的精緻
感情是首詩 要懂愛才能知
我希望像李宗盛一針挑中你心事
別像宋代李清照悽悽慘慘戚戚

我願為你背誦 每一首情詩
我願意做你的老師 示範著執子之手如何解釋
不願為深奧的感情 變白痴
我倆的情事 是一首情詩
要像徐志摩那麼癡 要像對押韻的堅持
要成為文學的歷史 讓我們要多美麗有多美麗

很少人看詩 很少人得知
擁抱時怎創作接近詩意的手勢
很少人懂詩 很少人情癡
莎士比亞的十四行詩快沒人認識
可我對你吟頌並不如煙的往事

我願為你背誦 每一首情詩
我願意做你的老師 示範著執子之手如何解釋
不願為深奧的感情 變白痴
我倆的情事 是一首情詩
要像徐志摩那麼癡 要像對押韻的堅持
要成為文學的歷史 要這段情感動他人名噪一時

讓這一首解構擁抱的詩 感染這誤解愛情的城市
多少艱澀的美感快消失 可我們是少數的奢侈
我送你情詩就靠著 靈犀一指
走遍世界也能步步成詩 給寫成故事

我願為你背誦 每一首情詩
我願意做你的老師 示範著執子之手如何解釋
不願為深奧的感情 變白痴
我倆的情事 是一首情詩
要像徐志摩那麼癡 要像對押韻的堅持
要成為文學的歷史
閨房的文字只為多情傳世

Friday, March 1, 2013

when i heard this song this morning, i thought i was thinking aloud. i wasn't, but if i did, this is what i would have said. Mmhmm.

Relient K - More Than Useless

I feel like, I would like to be somewhere else doing something that matters
And I'll admit here, while I sit here
My mind wastes away and my doubts start to gather

What's the purpose? It feels worthless
So unwanted like I've lost all my value
I can't find it, not in the least bit
and I'm just scared, so scared that I'll fail You

And sometimes I think that I'm not any good at all
And sometimes I wonder why, why I'm even here at all
But then you assure me

I'm a little more than useless
And when I think that I can't do this
You promise me that I'll get through this
And do something right, do something right for once

So I say if I can't do something significant
I'll opt to leave most opportunities wasted
And nothing trivial, that life could give me will
Measure up to what might have replaced it

Too late look, my date book is packed full of days that were empty and now gone
And I bet, that regret will prove to get me to improve in the long run

I notice, I know this week is a symbol of how I use my time
Resent it, I spent it, convincing myself the world's doing just fine
Without me
Doing anything of any consequence
Without me
Showing any sign of ever making sense
Of my time , it's my life, and my right, to use it like I should
Like He would, for the good of everything that I would ever know