i wanna be a rock star!

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but nothing like what nickelback sang about!

i do want to own the stage like no one has ever had it. i want to write and belt anthems that would be sung for generations---people would study even the lyrics as one would of great literature. i want go on world tours and play sell-out stadium shows. i'd bring the house down before i break a sweat. i'd top every chart and headline major music festivals. then i'd be appointed as a UN Ambassador and then be the face of a major philanthropic organisation. yeah, sounds like a plan!

oh, and brendan can be my drummer. but only if he promised not to steal my thunder. hello there, drummer boy! :D

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ah, so much possibilities in the realm of my imagination!


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oh gosh, is this... could it be... OH NO, NOT MIDLIFE CRISIS!!!! O____O NOOOOOOOOOOO...

but really, if I were a rock star (or any star for that matter), I wanna be Jon Foreman. so profound, so humble, so talented.

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prelude to the weekend: a Friday afternoon fantasy

oh how i wish i could be in New York, New York!

haha!
larger than life city!

that's the dream!

can watch all the broadway musicals
I know... to be in Times Square

i want a loft in NY
overlooking the city

me too! a tiny studio

yeahh tastefully done
minimalistic

and central park
can invite friends over
for tea or dinner

i want a reading chair by the windows

I was just about to say that!
and also a bath tub with a good view
open kitchen concept
so when you cook, you are in full view of the city lights at night
wood flooring

yeahhh

orange lighting
23rd floor

skylight roof
why 23?

high enough
my NY dream sounds just like a ... dream
how impossible

tell me about itttt

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sigh.
do you think those ppl who already own a loft in NY wish they were somewhere else?

aahahhahaha malaysia perhaps

the grass is always greener on the other side rite?
yeah, dreaming of the beaches here.. the all-round summer
maybe.

can always come for holiday
it's not like we are by the beach
christmas in new york... mmhmmmmm....

mmmmmmm
christmas markets
hot apple cider
can sip hot apple cider on your reading chair

mm not a fan of apple cider
hot cocoa will do
thank God it's friday afternoon.. just the nice time to be dreaming this
here, take your pick



someday, i will take a big bite outta you, you big apple!

i don't usually remember my dreams, but this one that i had this morning was kinda vivid.

i dreamed that i was caught in a earthquake, but instead of running away from the collapsing buildings around me, i hung around, wanted to go back up one of the building to look for my iphone.. hahaha.. it's not what you think -- what i really wanted to do was to call my dad and see if he was all right. he was with me earlier in the dream but somewhere along the line my mom and i went out own way.. we got into a lift when suddenly we were floating in zero gravity.. i think i felt my stomach physically turning. i looked up and somehow saw the sky and the lift was kinda falling apart but it didn't and miraculously, it actually stopped at the ground floor.. then i got out of the building and saw that the buildings around me falling apart.. i don't think the grounds was shaking though. and i remember thinking, it's the end of the world. and i said a short prayer. i saw big chunks of concrete falling from above in slow motion and crashing to the ground, but missing me by quite a bit.. i was quite scared and yet i was compelled to go back into one of the buildings to look for my phone..

and i jolted up by my alarm clock. the end.